Raincheck

My live needs order. A heavy dose of it.

This is a short post, intentionally, I don't want to get too drawn away from my studies.


SHORT TERM GOALS
-Cut caloric intake down/eat healthier things in general
-Abandon fast food
-Make it to the gym ATLEAST 3 TIMES A WEEK (I can't stress this enough. I've tried to make this pact with myself dozens of times. They always fall through!)
-Dedicate myself to my studies. Don't get caught up in conversation, no matter the temptation
-ACTUALLY DO MY ALG2 HOMEWORK.
-ACTUALLY DO MY APUSH NOTES

LONG TERM GOALS
-Seek the peace of mind that I've long been searching for by achieving the above
-Seek out and resolve the longing feeling that I've been plagued with for a good 6 months
-Lose 20 pounds by Spring
-Get a B in APLIT or better
-Get an A in APUSH
-Strive for an A in Algebra 2
-Get a job and maintain it
-Get money for the holidays so I can be more considerate
-Learn to play Acoustic

No Sunlight

Oh how I could only dream...

We had met under different circumstances.
for I am too frail to take the chances
that exist between our awkward glances
delusions I mistake for advances.

But all is too true, it is a hopeless plea:
it is the light that this will never see;
a romance is what it could never be.
You are blind to my real consistency.

The true me, sans my harsh exterior,
the very shell that makes me feel inferior;
Untouched, the walls of my interior
Affixed are things that are superior.

so I plead, plead to thee, please be the first
and if not please, please do your very worst
'cause I'll still need to quench this dire thirst
as I send this lost hope off in a hearst.